For today till Monday… I am effectively unemployed.
This is really confusing and tense time for me. I think it has alot to do with how much I identify with my job or my position. Makes a person think… how much do I identify myself with Christ? In his suffering… in his compassion… in his passion for goodness & righteousness. I feel uprooted and some part of me approves… but another part of me says “How do you know you can trust this God of yours?”
He has yet to fail me.
How much more cynicism do I have inside, Lord?
How many more nails will it take?
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Pray that I would learn to stop putting my foot in my mouth, pursue sexual purity, and learn again… to feed His sheep.
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This song was running around in my head while we were studying about Abram’s encounters with God.
it’ll get better. it always will.
take care big bro
*hugs*…unfortunately humans are stupid, so the answer is many more :(…but the good news is you will find that even then He will yet not fail you :)…*hugs*…yes, please pursue those things, or you know I’ll give you a big ole butt whooping ;)…but call and talk sometime!!! *hugs*
I understand.
haha i need a job too~