Sunday October 13, 2002

“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out dmons and perform many miracles?’ Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evil-doers!’ “

Matthew 7:21-23

     I was thinking about hypocripsy. I am a hypocrite. I say one thing and do another. I am a sinner and God is God.  I am only redeemed by the death of Jesus. Does this mean anything to me on a day-to-day basis? I’m not sure. Do I try to do right? Most of the time. Will doing the right thing help me get to heaven? Nope. Doing the will of God is not an easy thing. Is it impossible? I’d like to think no. But I don’t think I’m the one to answer that question. God would answer that much better than I. Today, I woke up with the guilt of yet again, not making it to church… Why? I don’t know… I’m out of excuses. I woke up and rolled over. Can I just say I’m lazy? Yes… but that doesn’t excuse my actions. I asked God for forgiveness and felt much better. God is good. All the time. ^_^ Rather random post eh? yeah… my brain is still scrambled and my heart is heavy.

Inspired by a random xanga user.

Because my sister asked me to pray for her….
God I’d like to pray for BT… She’s been going insane with studying. I’d like to pray for my sister’s applications for this work program she is interested in. Pray that she stays safe and that no matter what, your Will be done in her life. I pray all this in Jesus name, Amen.

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I talked to a friend. And she thinks I should avoid giving advice to random strangers… I guess that depends on who do you consider a stranger… I am lacking education in social graces. I seem to step on peoples toes without meaning to. So yes, I am WRONG! Me and my stupid condescending tone… *sigh* God is gonna need to mold me some more…  I think this is ample example of why GOOD INTENTIONS AREN’T GOOD ENOUGH!

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