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When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?”
“Yes, Lord” he said, “you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.”
Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me?
He answered, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep.”
The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, “Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things, you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Feed my sheep. I tell you the truth, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go.” Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God. Then he said to him, “Follow me!”
— John 21:15-19 —
The scene above is Jesus talking to Peter… after Peter’s denial, after Jesus’ death and resurrection. Jesus asks Peter about love… Do you love me? Imagine one of your closest friends talking to you after he/she has betrayed you. The tension in the air, the mistrust, the guilt… Thick enough to cut with a knife… And Jesus, ever the strange one asks, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?” What would you be thinking?
Peter answered truthfully (remember this is God, Peter is talking to… ) “Lord, you know that I love you.” Jesus makes an important point here, remember the betrayal… Peter’s denial spoke volumes about what Peter believed. Peter wanted to do things his way, but Jesus commanded Peter: “Feed my lambs.”
(in other words, do it MY way… not YOUR way.) Affirm your words with action. Stop trying to do things your way and obey your Lord.
The betrayal in the courtyard (Matthew 26:69-75) affected Peter deeply. It showed Peter that Jesus knew the future and knew what was going to happen and to think that you can overcome just by your own will alone is stupidity. Peter learns what it means to be human and comes to acknowledge God.
But how should you acknowledge God? Jesus answers this neatly. He says you need to feed the flock, specifically, God’s flock from the smallest lamb to the big grown sheep. Jesus then proceeds to prophesy about how Peter would live the rest of his life. But about feeding sheep… are we talking about Mickey D’s? I think not… I think Jesus is talking about spiritual food. The stuff that really fills a person up…
“… I am the living bread that comes down from heaven, which a man may eat and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.”
— John 6:48-51 —
You want to follow Jesus? Better learn how to feed people properly… and before you can feed people properly… gotta learn to feed yourself… So first, learn to discern between what is good (spiritual) food and what is bad for you (spiritually) from there, you can feed people properly… I’m still learning how to feed myself… too baka… keep spiritually starving myself.
Father, keep this stupid lamb from starving himself. Teach me to love properly, to feed lambs and sheep alike with the bread of life. Teach me to do things Your way, not my way… Give me the wisdom to discern what is healthy and what is junk. Give me the courage to show the way, even through my fears and my doubts… each day, one day at a time, my Lord. I ask all this in Jesus name, Amen.
P.S. Random easter thought…. I was thinking of the difference between good spiritual food… and all the other crap we fill ourselves with (romance, sex, power, money, fame…) and how it reminds me of those milk chocolate Easter bunnies… they look good, but when you bite into one… You find it’s hollow! (WHAT A TEASE!
)… I’d want a chocolate caramel cadbury egg any day… gimme something real, with substance. ok, enough random thoughts for today… God bless!